deesarrachi:

fallynleaf:paramaline:

#this scene always always breaks my heart

ASDAFDSFA

He had the look of fasting, of hot winds and blowing sands, and of difficult and painful disciplines mastered. He had the look of … almost serenity. It was of serenity so nearly achieved that it had left behind this dignity, at least. Spock might have need of this dignity, for there was no serenity in his eyes.

Kirk seemed stunned. “Spock … ! Spock, where? How … ?” Then there was a smile on Kirk’s face, and he was moving to Spock with a hand outstretched.

But the Vulcan had turned, ignoring Kirk’s presence, and was moving to the science console where Decker sat.

There was much to be put out of his mind. Why was it difficult to forget Chekov’s astonished delight which greeted him at the command airlock when he boarded? And on the bridge—Kirk! The mere name made Spock groan inwardly as he remembered what it had cost him to turn away from that welcome. T’hy’la! And there had been McCoy, so humanly human—and, yes, of course, Chapel with her bizarre and impossible fantasies of one day pleasuring him. Sulu the romanticist, Uhura of the lovely star songs …

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bookworm412:

I’m sorry, but that last paragraph is really, really, really fucking gay

Like, “Two husbands mourning over their third husband and but they’ll have a happy ending with buttsex” gay

startrekpairings:

Spirky. c:

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spodiddly:

fykirkspock:

sweetambiguity:

lamamama:

lamamama:

I just want this on my blog again.

Future Space Husbands FTW~

strangerinthisstrangeland:

Because Spock doesn’t look at anyone else the whole time.